It's easier when it's such a gorgeous day!

Last night was that annual pain in the rear end when we lose an hour of sleep.  As a kid I always informed everyone that I was going to lose an hour of awake, but now I understand that isn't at all the way it works.

While I appreciate the extra hour of sunshine at the end of the day, the adjustment is so rough.  I have to admit though, that when the day is as gorgeous as it was today, it makes that missing hour of sleep much more tolerable.

I'm also grateful that my school attempts to schedule our work day on the Monday after the time change.  It doesn't always work out, but when it does, it is delightful...and that is the case tomorrow!

Open toe shoe season, an evening of basketball, the best kind of weekend

That is a lot to put in a title!  I guess maybe I need to write more often!

It RAINED this week.  I mean it was crazy.  According to a graphic I saw yesterday, our town was the big "winner" with over 7.5" of rain in three days.  That is CRAZY.   Everything is wet and muddy, needless to say.  But yesterday, it was actually in the 70's, and I laughed as all three of us in admin wore open toe shoes.  The season has arrived!

My aunt and uncle gave us their tickets to the UD basketball game last evening.  We gave up our season tickets when we moved here.  We hadn't been back to the arena in 13 years!  I'll be honest, I don't love the changes that were made, but we enjoyed the game.  Unfortunately, it was a loss.  As we (Andrew) drove home, I watched my alma mater play their final regular season game.  They were playing our arch rival for an UNDEFEATED season.  We were able to watch the second half from home.  The game went into overtime, but the Redhawks are undefeated for the regular season.  Woohoo!!!!

Today was a day where I planned to get a lot done.  We rarely have a weekend ay where we have nowhere to be, and next weekend we will be out of town.  Tomorrow was supposed to be a day where I would spend a few hours up at my Mom's house helping to clean and go through things, just as I've been doing most weekends since August.  However, my sister let me know today that she was going to need to work tomorrow and since Mom had plans later in the day anyway, I don't have to make the trip up!  So I truly, truly, get some time off this weekend and get things done around here.  It's fabulous!  I feel like I'll never be caught up around here, but I'll do the best I can!

We went to see my grandmother

Thomas and Lyndi had mentioned last week that they wanted to see my grandmother, and we all know that sooner is better than later.  My sister had said she had a good day on Friday.  She called yesterday and let us know that she wasn't as good as Friday, although better than earlier in the week.  Thomas brought their wedding album along and showed Grandma pictures.  She really enjoyed that.  Grandma was pleased that she remembered having met Lyndi before, and there were a few other things she was pleased she could recall.  It was a pleasant visit.

Last evening, there was a big part of me that was angry that my grandmother is still alive.  I know that probably sounds terrible, but I know this is not at all how my grandmother ever wanted to live.  She had 90 amazing years, and even the first year or two that she was in assisted living weren't awful.  But especially the last two years have not been the life she ever wanted, and the last two months the decline has been more severe.  The woman I loved and knew is gone, and I'm sad about that.  I miss her.  But it's hard to grieve someone who is still actually here.  I know that Grandma is ready, and I know that she is looking forward to being reunited with Grandpa and my dad, and her siblings, etc.  When she passes, it will not be a tragedy.

I will always be grateful for the time we spent with Grandma.  She was a huge part of my life, and without a doubt one of the strongest people I've ever known.  She's been a huge blessing in my life.

A happy accident

Last weekend, I texted our good friends and asked if they were available the middle of March to have dinner.  It's been since early January that we were able to hang out.  No one responded, and I was just moving on with things.  Last night, our good friend pointed out that our dear friend in KC. MO was part of that group and jokingly suggested we meet in western IL for dinner.  She actually responded that she could do that, and we have three rooms booked for a night in the middle of March for dinner and hanging out on a Saturday night.  It will be about a four hour drive for us.  It will be so great to hang out together, even if only for about 18 hours!  What a blessing, and what an wonderfully happy accident!

I need more daylight and sunshine

We are reaching the time of year where I'm really starting to need more daylight and definitely needing sunshine.  My motivation in the evenings has completely tanked.  I feel like I just come home and do absolutely nothing.  It doesn't help that our work is exploding again.  I'm so tired of parents who are being so incredibly difficult.  They are being completely unreasonable, but our enrollment is down, and we need the students.  I know I'm taking it more personally than I should, because my head just needs a pick-me-up.  In a couple of weeks, our time change will have happened and I'm hoping that helps my mood. 

In 85 days it will be the last day of school.  This year, more than any other, it is much needed!

It's almost jelly bean season

As we are six weeks away from Easter, I have realized that it is almost time for jelly bean season.  Yum!  I love jelly beans.  Totally not healthy, but I love jelly beans!

Another sign that the end of winter is nearing is the fact that the Reds spring training game was on TV yesterday.  I didn't get to watch much, but it was on!  We have already purchased our season package so we'll have access to watch the games.  Yes, spring is just around the corner!

Today was a busy day with lots of family.  I spent most of the day at my mom's as we continue to try to get her house together.  I brought home a bunch of photos from my childhood and can't wait to get them digitized.  Most of them I don't recall seeing before.  It's been fun looking through them.  When I got home, Thomas and Lyndi had come by.  Thomas hadn't met our sweet Janey girl yet, and they were thrilled to meet each other.  Andrew had decided to make meatloaf for dinner and they decided to stay.  It was lovely having them here for a while.  I enjoy being an empty-nester, but I miss my kiddos.

Six days left in February!  It will be a busy week and an incredibly busy weekend next weekend, but then it's March!

This week has felt heavy

Earlier this week, there was a murder in my hometown.  It appeared to be a random home invasion.  To be honest, things seemed odd from the start, and I mentioned to Andrew that I couldn't remember the last time there was a killing in my hometown that didn't involve the deceased knowing their killer.  And sadly, this is no exception.  Her husband has been charged with the murder.  There are now two little girls who have lost both parents.  It is truly tragic.

There is also a local young woman whose story I follow.  She has a chronic autoimmune disease, but has accomplished amazing things, but right now she needs to fight again.  So many prayers for all of these situations.

I've been taking our pup over to our neighbor's house so she can run around her yard.  Our neighbor passed away right after Christmas, and her daughter is my co-worker and friend.  I miss her so much.  I've realized that I haven't allowed myself to be sad because it is really her daughter's grief.  But that doesn't mean I'm not sad about it.  And Lent started this week, which is not meant to be a celebratory time, so there's that.  And if I'm being honest, there are emotions about being empty nesters, somewhat unexpectedly.  But I don't really have time to think about that because Andrew and I are swamped.

Truly things, are fine.  I know that, and as the days get longer it helps to alleviate sadness.  But I have to be honest, things have felt heavy.  It will feel better soon, I'm sure.