Monday, May 9, 2016

How I spent Mother's Day

I've never been a huge fan of Mother's Day.  I think mostly because I have questioned my worth as a mother.  I don't think that's uncommon...I think most moms do.  This past year has definitely been a tremendous challenge as a parent, and yet, I realize that all moms struggle.  Mom's are never "on it" all the time, but I know that I'm doing the best I can, and my best isn't that bad.  I recognize that right now the kids think I'm a terrible person because they aren't getting away with things, and maybe they'll never be grateful for our guidelines and discipline, but it means we are making good decisions as parents.  I decided not to expect the "storybook" day that you see in commercials, and it was the way to go!

I was able to sleep in, and then I got up and started baking.  I am in charge of a dessert function this evening for my volunteer job, and since I hate spending the organization's money, I decided to bake 600 desserts.  Yes, it took me absolutely all day, but I got it done.  There are several varieties of cookies, two kinds of muffins, some bread and some brownies.  I'm grateful Andrew was willing to handle dinner (grilled steak) and everyone just left me alone to get it done.  I'm happy that is over, and I thought it was a perfect way to spend the day...baking a doing laundry...exactly what mothers do!

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