I'm not going to lie, the last week has been frustrating. I keep trying to remind myself that they are small things and that life has so many blessings, and that is true. At the same time, I can feel my anxiety kicking in as well.
The biggest frustration has been the germs in this house. I ended up not feeling well at all Sunday afternoon through Tuesday morning. It wasn't such that I couldn't function, but I almost wish it had been so I'd had an excuse to not do so.
I've also not worked at all this week, and that starts to terrify me. I'm scheduled tomorrow and we aren't going broke, but working just one day a week is not going to cut it. Hopefully something will come up for Friday. I try to remind myself that I didn't really feel well anyway, but I just can't help but feel that I'm not going to work as much as I had hoped.
It would be nice if I could get everything squared away with my church job since I'm not working at school, but the computer isn't working at the office. I'm not exactly sure what happened or where things stand with that, nor am I certain how my data will be affected. This could be interesting. I know the financial information will all be safe, but I'm not sure about my supporting schedules and spreadsheets.
Robert needs to see a cardiologist. According to our family doctor, he has a rather minor, very treatable issue with his blood pressure. I've been working on this for a month, and seem to continue to strike out. None of the local cardiologists will treat him because he is under 18...even though it is just a few months. This is going to mean a trip downtown to a big city, and I never like that.
There are a few other things that are happening that I will allow to remain private, and again, none of them are anything major. But when everything is added up, along with the world of politics, it all just seems to be a bit much for me right now!
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