Friday, April 28, 2017

It's given me pause

For as long as I can remember, Robert has wanted to join the Navy.  It makes me very proud of him, and I've always felt it was a really good decision for him.  Many have asked me over the years if I had ever tried to talk him out of it because of the danger, and I definitely have not.  I was always filled with peace about his decision and it was one of the few things I didn't worry about.

The last couple of weeks though, have given me pause.  I would never try to talk him out of this decision, and while I still support him 100% and think it is the best decision for him, the worrying has begun.  The threats with the situation with North Korea certainly are real, and I can't imagine it will be resolved before he enlists.  There was also a army ranger from our local area who was killed this week while on deployment.  That hits close to home.  That could be my son someday, and I just can't imagine.  I know that he won't waiver in his decision, and I don't want him to...I think it is the right decision for him.  But I am suddenly realizing how very close we are coming to the time when this is our reality!

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