Early December

This week really flew by in many ways.  In addition to my school job, I also worked a significant amount at the church (and plan to work there again tomorrow).  Andrew also had to work an athletic event, and of course there are gifts that need to be purchased.  Honestly though, I don't feel stressed or exhausted.  I feel blessed and grateful most days.

Catherine is home for the weekend.  Last evening Thomas didn't have swim practice so we were planning to watch a cheesy Christmas movie.  That is exactly what we did, and we had an absolute blast.  I love that we were all there together, and I love that she wanted to be there as well.  Such an absolute blessing.

The only downside is the tremendous amount of sadness brought on by my extended family.  I truly don't understand the decisions made by my uncle, but I just can't help be sad by it.  I love my family and we've always been so close.  Was I fooling myself?  Will there ever be another big extended gathering again?  I don't have those answers, and I can't worry about it.  I've decided all I can truly do is to choose to love and be kind to the people who do choose to be in my life, and that's exactly what I intend to do.

I'm trying to soak up all the happiness of the Christmas season!