Not sure I am really ready for this

While I love spring break and not having to work, I don't think this will be my most favorite break ever.  Andrew and Thomas are taking a big trip, and I'm very happy for them.  I have no desire to make this trip with them, and I love that they are doing this together.  However, this is definitely one of the things of life that ratchets up my anxiety.  While I will certainly enjoy my quiet time at home, they are leaving today and won't be back until Thursday so that is A LOT of time to myself.  Part of me hopes it goes quickly, but who wants to wish away spring break????  I'm also a little worried about Thomas, as this trip is going to be a little emotional for him, and Andrew isn't always good at recognizing that.

Overall, I am working hard on just having faith, and not allowing my anxiety to take over!