I've been staying away from the blog a lot. There is so much going on, and while things are okay, it's definitely been emotional. Grandma was in the hospital last week, but I'm happy to report that she was released early this week. Thanks to my aunt and her actions (or lack thereof) that added to family drama. Mom had surgery to remove her kidney mass this week. I'm happy to report that the surgeon reported that all went according to plan. Her first evening was really rough, but even just 36 hours after surgery she was doing better. I know it is going to take some time for her to really be back on her feet again.
My kids though, have been the biggest source of emotions. Their stories are their stories and not mine to share. There are a lot of changes on the horizon, and some of the changes are good, some of them aren't, and all of it just ramps up my emotions.
It's hard when our home doesn't feel like a peaceful oasis of relaxation. To that end, I'm so, so grateful that I enjoy my job. I don't love early mornings, but I do really like my job. I'm grateful for the distraction it provides when times are tougher.
I know things will work out, and I know that eventually a feeling of peace will be found again!
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