Just can't get into it

I feel so very selfish for lamenting the end of the summer.  I am SO GRATEFUL for the wonderful summers that we have.  There truly aren't many families as blessed as ours.  We get to spend our summers making amazing memories together and we have just enough fun money to be able to do these things.  Our summers are so special and carefree.  I know that the kids need to learn and need a routine, and I'm not the person to be able to do it day in and day out.  Today is a rainy day and it pretty much matches my mood.  I'm hopeful we can enjoy some games of dominoes and just hang out since it's out last day of absolutely no plans!!!!