Feeling beat

I'll be honest, I just don't have a lot in the emotional reserve tank these days, and I fell oh so very guilty for that.  My life is amazingly blessed and I'm so grateful for each and every day.  And yet, sometimes I am so consumed by grief, or even worse yet, fear.  Fear and anxiety are really front and center right now.  Not about anything in particular, just that another shoe is going to drop and I'll have no stamina to fight it or get through.  I am very hopeful that as each day passes we are going to get some sunshine and spring like days...hopefully that will help to improve my mood!