Saturday, September 12, 2020

Life

This is the kind of Saturday I really enjoy!  I have nowhere I need to be.  Andrew will be home at 2:30 or so, and then he has nowhere to be.  I have been cleaning, and then my plan is watch football today (GO IRISH!).  We need this downtime.

It was a long week, especially for me.  I had meetings and appointments and commitments that just didn't leave me much time for anything else.  I'm struggling with my job in that I don't love it.  Somedays I don't even enjoy it.  I don't dread it though, and I am certainly grateful for the income (especially since it appears a new car is in our VERY near future).  I don't mind the drive at all, but I don't love the amount of time I am in the vehicle. 

One thing I do enjoy is my morning routine.  I LOVE the quiet and being alone.  Andrew gets up just as I am leaving, so I have an entire hour to myself.  I appreciate that more than I can put into words.  I don't know that I could do all of this if I didn't have that quiet time.

My anxiety has kicked in this week, and I understand why, given some things that are going on around me.  I'm trying to remember deep breaths and just lift it all up!


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