Wednesday, July 15, 2020

I am fairly certain I am not getting the job

My interview today wasn't great.  First of all, it was really weird for me to interview over video.  I'm a people person, and I like to be "in-person".  Secondly the principal even said it was difficult for them to interview me because they already know me so well.  They asked me absolutely no questions, and I only got to ask one question from my list.  Honestly, I think it was a "she-is-definitely-qualified-and-we-highly-respect-her-and-her-husband" interview.  They told me I am the only external candidate, which while flattering, means they are going to fill this internally.  The principal told me that dominos will fall, and there will most likely be an opening somewhere along the line.  The interview was less than ten minutes long, and it just didn't feel "real".  I can tell Andrew is really, really disappointed.  I get it.  Our income could easily take a 20% hit this year, and I need to quit being selfish and not let Andrew carry the burden for that by himself.  This morning, I just prayed that God would put me exactly where I am needed to be.  If it isn't at the school, then maybe I need to be available for my kids, especially if it turns out Catherine has lots of appointments.  We just don't know.  It's all so unknown, and I just have to have faith that it will all work out!

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